As a victim of abuse, a variety of types, I've got stuff to do. I've got work to heal those wounded places. I admit I'm not very consistent at doing that work. It's hard, painful, exhausting and I feel like I need a vacation for about a week afterward. But sometimes everything comes to the surface and I can't run a way any more.
Today was one of those days. But God is faithful and provided the women I needed to help me through a session of intense prayer. LOL, I'm recovering from my healing prayer now.
Ever have one of those days? The crying is cleansing and good, but something I very much try to avoid. It seems it would be so much easier to just avoid it, but that's not a real option. That just keeps the infection growing when what I need is to lance it.
Keep praying for me if you would. I appreciate it. I'm a needy, broken women. The cool thing is that just as the seed is needy and broken and must die in order to be reborn in beauty, I am in that same place. Jesus is planting me and I plan on being a beautiful red poppy shining in His garden.
I LOVE this poppy photo! Makes me want to grow them again! We don't normally have long hot summers, but I have a place in mind that might work for warmth!
ReplyDeleteI wish I could grow those. I might be able to actually, but they wouldn't grow all summer cause it's too dang hot. Maybe I should try though. Right now is Mexican gold poppy season in the desert and this is a good year for them.
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